this is one of those moments. I miss my friend so much it literally hurts. And i don't understand where it came from... i was just working one minute and then suddenly... he is all i can think about. And it sucks knowing that i will never see him again.
I just want one more day. One more bear hug. One more basketball game where he pretends he didn't let me win... one more chance to look in to those bright blue eyes, and feel the warmth of his goofy grin.
But... i will never want that last good bye.
The world is a cruel place sometimes.